It's hard to know what alarms mean when you don't have the proper references and tools. I didn't really appreciate being humiliated or ridiculed. I just want the project done by whatever means necessary.

I really feel for you, in a situation like this! Sending you a hug. :) Wishing people treat you like you deserve to be treated.

Seems like a good day at the gym though! Do they have racquetball where you go? Smashing the **** out of the blue ball for an hour always makes me feel better. :)