I spent the day trying very hard to develop some path with making income... and got nowhere but to the land of anxiety. The last couple days I tried driving Uber but I have trouble dealing with the customers due to my anxiety.
^a picture from yesterday
There was a late evening shower and I decided to go running in it. Apparently there was a tornado watch, but around me there was nothing but rain and some wind.
After my last Pad Thai illustration didn't turn out so well, I decided to give it another go...I should probably leave well enough alone but we'll see. Also, sketched a picture of a girl sleeping because I was sick of drawing food.
I'm worried that depression will follow me if I cant come up with some better income besides Uber and something to get away from SC with. I mean, depression will probably come anyways as it always does but I just try and do anything to keep it at bay and having so much anxiety and staying isolated at my parents house isn't good for it at all.
