I often think its just me dealing with all this hard stuff but there really is ao many people having to deal woth hard stuff too and so simular, its made me realise alot. And i have to restart most of my videos like 3 times as i mess up lol but i make sure i get them done as this is really cool to be part of, doing it out in public is a level i havnt even tryed yet lol, scary haha.