Wow, i am shocked that my post actually hit someone at the right time. I agree with your comment completely, we are all on this big rock for some time, I've been searching for people to make friends with that are on the same wave. Who knows what tomorrow is but I will continue to speak my mind and try to continue being a kind and creative person. Thank you for your encouragement, im glad to know i am not the only one alone in the dark discovery.