I agree, but oh man this topic is killing me. You can think from now and till the end of your days about who you are or should be. About your aspirations. Your motivation..

To be honest, I find myself much more happy just not thinking too much about it! Follow the path of least resistance and know that it is enough, you are the only judge.

I´ve always wanted to create music, but have just never really started doing it. I could kick myself for being layzy or not being able to prioritize correctly. But in reality if I am able to enjoy the moment and being ok with what I am actually spending my time on, then I would secure happiness.

If you are not able to enjoy most of your days, THEN you need to start doing things differently.

Easier said than done.