Hey Out There,
I have been dealing with so much anger inside it's not healthy. I have been reading the racist comments and news stories about the Indigenous Nations here on unceded territory in so-called BC. This is despicable and i'm so tired of dealing with this and hearing the lies about us while they try and steal and rape Indigenous land in the name of profit and greed.
Youtube has also shadowed banned me so my comments are not being seen, but yet the white supremacist are allowed to continue with their racist news coverage. I can't stand YOUTUBE. We'll never get anywhere using that platform.
I've also stopped smoking weed again and when I do this I have a lot of energy that builds up inside and sometimes it gets overwhelming and it's hard to deal with. Little things can set me off.
Today when I was driving down the road, i saw 2 cops walking down the middle of the road looking into peoples vehicles. This really made me angry because i'm tired of living in this Nazis prison camp and being monitored and controlled by these lunatics. How dare they think they can invade peoples privacy. It made my blood boil and I gave them the finger and nothing was accomplished only I wasted my energy in getting angry.
I'm exercising and eating healthy, but I need to do more cardio because if I don't I'll get really angry. I have anger issues and it's bringing me down. I pray that my heart will be filled with love because anger gets us nowhere.
I get really angry when I see non-Indigneous be so disrespectful and they are living on unceded Indigenous Land. When they try and put us down and use racism lies to justify their actions. I get really angry when I see my people living in poverty on our own land and struggling just to survive. I get really angry when I see the state of the world and the manipulation we're all under.
I need some healing and today i'm doing to take some magic mushrooms and chill out by the ocean and pray to the Creator for peace and guidance. I need the anger and sadness to leave my mind and body.
On another note, I was thinking how glorious it would be if all the elite and greedy ones were wiped out by the virus and only the kind-hearted enlightened ones were left here on this Earth. That is a dream of mine.
Have a Blessed DAY..