I could relate to your story.
Although yours and mine aren't the same, just the part where people would tell our parents wrong information. Otherwise, they'd exaggerate on saying stuff to parents that'll make them worry. I don't understand why some people can't keep quiet and mind their own business.

My ex, at that time was broken hearted. He cried so hard, his mom had to call me up and convince him to come out of his room so that I could talk to him and calm him down.

He was hurt, because I was left with no choice but to break up with him.

My mom was (up to now), very strict and harbored bad thoughts and emotions. Very difficult for me growing up. All her bad experiences made her hard, doubtful, regretful, angry, fearful, selfish and most of all doesn't like failures.

Losing my first love was painful too. He was very respectful and his family was kind, especially his mom. But because of wrong information and how the news got to her, everything went crazy!

Now, I also feel a lot of anxiety and if it wasn't for good company, I would've taken life.

Music, movies anything that could entertain, friends or sleep to make me forget my problems. Yep! I know the feeling.

You aren't alone.

But don't worry, we truly aren't alone.

We have Jesus. Whatever faith and however you choose to act it out, we have HIM.

Enjoy steemin!