The Internal Builder.
This piece started with two marks upon the page that existed there in the make of the paper.
I drew over the marks and they became the centres of the two mandala like circles.
The picture evolved from there.
My subconscious unfolding upon the page.
Unfolding a teaching.
I now see that the two circles, could be eyes, and the circular lines are almost of the texture of muscle.
This lead me to play with the idea of the internal landscape, behind the eyes, behind the perspective, the internal foundation of being.
Building structure connecting the higher forces of the planetary orbits and the universe with the roots of mother nature.
The being, the radio looking character, looks as though it would be floating off if it was not connected to the earth via one strand of its reaching roots.
The connection between the earth and the universe, a still mind needed to create the internal world.
To build foundation
to be able to look another sentient being in the eye.
A collection of layered emotions
A store of thought patterns reversed to witness and learn from an emotion flowing through consciousness without thought
Allowing it to be the material in which the internal landscape builds itself with.
When the mind floats off only listening to the masculine, the material, the external, reacting to emotions with practised thoughts,
There is no growth
The thoughts can then accelerate until there is absolutely no contact with the earth at all and I find myself within a delusional reality that i have created.
Disembodied
Uncontrolled emotions wreak havoc upon the logical weaving mind
tying itself into a big knot
still the mind and connect to the Earth
see that the universe does not dance alone but with the earth
Once the mind is still the sacred dance ensues building upon the connection as the mind sits through the discomfort of sankaras.
As the emotions are felt and accepted as they simply are, they flow through
clearing confusion,
dispersing expectation
building a clear connection to your inherent nature, purpose, vision and integral role within the universe.
I build upon my internal foundation with a still mind, connecting me to the universe as a conduit, a dancefloor for the sacred spiral of the masculine and feminine.
I know nothing as I witness my potential unfold before me.
