Thank you for sharing your doodle and expressing what you feel. I've personally felt the same, however, what I crave the most and can't find is a supporting and loving community that is interested in creating a new way of living that slowly but steadily takes over the destructive western culture. That is, the separatedness, and egotistic ways we have adopted. I've had rough and lonely times, also trying to 'fit' in somewhere where I don't even what to fit in. My friends were only interested in drugs and partying so I had to move on alone.

Now, I stand by myself, but I have been making new friends that more or less want something similar. I did learn to appreciate being alone, because it is something very special too, where different things arise. It's all about balance, I believe. You incubate ideas, projects and other stuff by yourself, then go out and share and interwine your ideas with others. Or maybe just work on yourself, learning to be alone and complete, and then share what you've accomplished with others. It's a nice dynamic. Where I have most trouble is the financial aspects.. My country is a hard place to live in because people are so poor and also there's a lot of criminality. This makes having a business difficult.

I'd talk more about it but it would probably take whole essays hahaha but if you would like to talk, we can through discord. Do you have a discord account?

Have a nice day 😉

Nice doodle! The detailing is fine. In fact, it gives it another "touch" when you don't get so much into the details. Keep up the good work.