I've found I seek the alone time from time to time. I've felt overwhelmed in life, not much space or time so I really do relish the alone time. Now I must plan out my moves. To be able to sit and think. Come up with the most amazing ideas when just thinking and comfortable. It's not self isolation, it's coming up with inspirations for the next time I see other people.
I used to have the sad trapped feeling allot. I don't want to forget it. The hunger of wanting to be understood. Knowing your held back and wanting to be set free. Only knowing my own mind can free my mind. Finding out what are original thoughts and what are the bad habits I picked up from society being twisted in psychology.
The most fabulous plans and robust energy. That's what I have inside me. No one knows it. Sad to see them resigned to watching t.v. All around I would shout and invite! To get creative to come out and play! They are too busy being depressed and fighting to stay that way. I was raised by the school of hard knocks. I drop them all hints and shocks to get them out of the emotional self defeat trap.
Original thoughts and aspirations. It was always awesome. I just evolve. Always had the spirit and the knack!!
