Hugged the rugged, haggled, over handed overly fud'd'. Won't be run ragged into ragged individualism. The memes mime out the chimes, sometimes mean or wise. The historics of surpirse. The spell of costumed disguise. Can I begin to concentrate to extract the relatable concentrate. Get through the gut wrenching rat rabble, you get the offensive, I'm not taking it personal or defensive. The change must be made to understand and get out of the charade.
It can seem hard to focus, or stay on topic. When the weary sets in sometimes thoughts blur into the other. When the strain weighs on you, social life is almost non existent, you barely survive the routine and fight stagnation of the mind and inspiration. You realise to stay right you never settle for second best. Eat the better food, feed your mind with the better books. Keeping curiosity and wonder alive keeps the mind and self active and exercised. Gain strength to exorcise all demons and transform.
The feelings of being deeply sad, disturbed and longing are easing. Yet enhancing awareness of being effected. Stay true to the past self, not forgetting all the past states of feeling and mind. The situation hasn't changed. Just learned to be more calm within it. Feelings the same yet eased when recognised and respected. Respect the person, the inner thoughts, then you can think clear. You realise you don't read books to believe in someones else's opinion but to gain another's perspective, perhaps relatable. Then you know you are not really alone that other people think the way you do, even if there are none around.
After the runaround now the turnaround. The simplicity of understanding is profound and goes against all smug opinion and ism's. Nature is raw, we are sentient human animals. The difference between the purely animal and human is nature is indifferent but people don't have to be. The gift of sentience. We are creatures of habit though, so it may take training and detoxing of bad habits picked up from the culture to have a clear conscience paired with our sentience.
