Been another good relaxing day. Saw another musician friend tonight. Showed him my art and I sung him the song Memory Trace - https://dsound.audio/#/@havok777/massesect-memory-trace
He is busy working on some other projects as well. I know I am on my own pretty much with the art music craft. Just gotta make a few complete songs. Build up my own sound library. Ah yea, feels good to get busy. I feel like I have motivation and things to do! I am always writing something or crafting something up more nowadays. It was that bit of time here. Needed that.
So yea I am thinking of the disturbed children and the zombie adult concept lately. Got some of the art concepts done well. Perhaps should write a song on the topic. What kid would want to concentrate at school under current social conditions. I think acting out is a sign of health! If the whole system is sick why should kids get punished and have pharmaceutical pushed on them. That is sickening. The culture has a whole history of punishment and punishing it's children. Native people don't punish their children. More to say about it all later. I had a disturbed upbringing myself.
I never wanted to be just be freaked out. I always wanted to further understand and keep that wonder and interest in life going. Not to feel to put off or let down. Take care of yourself. Tomorrow I will work on more life projects both professional and for fun. Eventually can put it all together and have serious fun! It's good I feel different everyday and feel more renewal. I've been alone in one spot yet I don't feel too stuck. Gotta keep changing it up for the positive.
