I don't like that, will have to wear a mask, I just can't take it. I'm getting more sensitive. I don't want to let it make me feel crazy. Continuing on the extra productive side. I will make and put out whatever now. I will just put some lyrics to it. Tell a musical story or something. Get to the next real time of being.
If life ain't a psychedelic trip, it is. Want to make the most of it, want to make robust prime time of it. Primal time. Turn the cartoon on it's head without making fun of anyone. Expose the bozo bogus notions, are there any backers to those boasts? I gotta break out and protect myself in the current situation and re-new as soon as possible. Shift the work to something else. I don't want to get too scared, don't want to get to sick either or pretend. I am feeling a break out moment, keep hold for a second. To get to the next part, the next story.
Somehow I still do feel fantastic. The old friend from way back says he wants to start a band, okay, I will get ahold of him on the weekend. See what happens with that. The main is in formulating my own project. I want to get in the head space of almost forgetting culture, pop icons, all musicians.. like pretend you don't know them for a sec...then try to write something. No hero's, no villains. Ultra political. I'm thinking of something like a sick creepy happy cartoon gone wrong, in a musical form. Like all the happy music, the fake materialism of advertising, make it take a wrong turn, to sour the poison nipple! in such a way like it doesn't exist anymore as soon as you portrayed its sickness in this art piece.
Now I'm still moving and alive, for thrival, not just survival. Alright now I got to take care of myself here and try not to get too sick. This weekend should not be hectic, so I can break loose a little. As long as I keep the genuine confidence and not get in a bad mood. I want to channel that energy, not waste it.
