It could have all started back in May of 2024 when the little black kitten Qi (Cheech) came into our lives...
of course, I have been praying - all day every day, and blasting chemtrails with Sword Fingers...
I was told Qi came to me to save me. I had been depressed at least since 2020...He made me laugh and he gave me someone to take care of which awakened my compassion...
I think it was July 15th that I began memorizing the Lord's Prayer in Aramaic, provided by Dr. Neil Douglas-Klotz, PhD. He provided the phrases to memorize on this channel and also an explanation of the "translation".
I had a strong feeling that if I could start saying this prayer, that the phonetic tones in Aramaic would lift me out of the depression ...
I was right! I now say the prayer daily, at least 3 times and it changes my internal chemistry so much so that it must become a part of my daily routine, which these days, includes wearing a copper tensor ring to keep the 5G off me, and taking Colloidal Gold (which I make) to keep my brain well against all the toxins and bad vibes.
I also figured that saying this prayer would lead me to better things...
I do not watch the news...or tv...I do not participate in political theater
Abwoon De'Beshmaya
Netkah Day Shamook
Tay Tay Malkootach
Nechway Be'Byana Ikona Auf B'Ah'Auf
Havlan Lochmah Konan Yomana
Wash book klan How Bain Wachtahain
Ikonna D'hanan Shwannon La How Yu Vane
Wela Tachlan Linny Su Na
Ela Potsan Min BiSha
Metool Day Lachhay Malkootah
Wah Hay La Wah Tesh Booktah
La'Alam Al Meen Ah Mane.
A lot of things began to slowly change for me...
Then in September I bought a large piece of Moldavite at the Denver Gem Show...
from The Moldavite Family - this thing is 17 grams! Not museum quality but it still has the markings of a "droplet"...
I discovered The Loving Parent Guidebook which was published in 2021 for Adult Children of Alcoholics and began reading it with a friend weekly. That book finally got me to start dialoguing using left-handed writing, with my Inner Child and Inner Teen who had been so woefully damaged by my childhood. At age 63, I wish I could say that my childhood did not bother me - but it shaped every day going forward.
I suffered from a mild case of multiple personality disorder due to the extreme traumatic events I experienced with my drunken father - and being alone with him every weekend from age 6 to 15.
But beginning this written relationship with the inner kids changed me. I had never been able to go within before. I had never been able to make any headway with this stuff - although maturity and repeated spiritual work did help, I was still extremely broken.
But then an even more miraculous breadcrumb landed on my path.
An Energy Medicine Course on Telegram
What a game changer. I had actually gotten another one several years ago but it's pretty dated but a lot more thorough - also available there on that channel...and at that time I was not ready for it. But now I am.
And then I was able to practice Chakra Healing on my husband.
I feel so good... no more melancholia... even in these crazy times. That is my goal. To be completely self-contained with God, such that I am not influenced by any human power.
I am sticking with Nature.