Today I am sharing my latest oil painting with you in a detailed 17-step journey.
Before I share the somewhat “twisty” birth of it, I would like to share with you one of my ego patterns: Blame. I have sit with it long enough in silence to see it's core, to embrace it's true nature, which is completely in line with the teachings of Gene Keys:
The reactive nature of ego externalizes its complaints by specifically blaming something or someone else. When we blame another, we fire an arrow that removes self-responsibility for our situation. In this sense, we INVEST aspects of ourselves within other beings, giving away our true power and presence. All blame is an expression of anger projected outwardly, but in this sense it is not pure. Pure anger is a release of the primal energy of fear that may be triggered by an external source yet does not target that source.
Famous first step
I want more darkness :)
original idea: it'll be a DNA painting.
first layer is done
this is when I changed plan- DNA will be masked in a waterfall landscape
Pyramids and sun. Yay!
Extra waterfall in the right corner
not even sure where I'm going to be honest
this was the hardest stage to get through. It just looked so sterile.
Life is picking up!
Unstoppable!
Moon opening changed to the shape of key hole. So much better! It's Gene KEYS painting after all!
long hours are paying off. I know where I'm headed!
Plants in the first plane (bottom left corner) were just not right. Ouch gotta start again!
Now this feels better! all there's left to do is work shapes and colors.
Ta daaaa! Can you see the difference in the Eagle details? How it stands out? And can you actually spot the human figures (one man and one woman) on each side, holding a burning torch?
perhaps you can see the man figure here. The woman is on the opposite side, next to the eagle tail
The moment one blames another, one is again the victim of one's own drama (ha ha so true). It is impossible to blame another for one's fate and simultaneously realize that one is simply an actor in a play. The very act of seeing through the seriousness of life releases the energy of blame. From the reactive side, true freedom occurs when the arrows of blame are caught in mid-flight before they reach the target.
AND THIS IS MY MISSION NOW. CATCH THE ARROW IN THE MID-FLIGHT!
There is no other way than breakthrough! And breakthrough my blame patterns I shell!
Much Love brothers and sisters and thank you for your upvotes and follows, deeply appreciated!
Blessings on your journey,
FLY WITH ME!