What is the truth? And where to look for it? The geniuses are ridiculed and absolute madness is accepted as normal. This is the world we live in.

If I told you that you were crazy, you would probably take it personally, especially if I said so to your face with my kind of passionate delivery, that characterizes me so well.

Yet, chances are: I would be almost surely right. Cause you are crazy. And so am I.

Difference between me and most other people is that I can see my craziness. I can see that I am chasing my own tail whole life looking for everything I don't need in the places where it does not grow forgetting the only thing that I need and the fact that I already have it and I almost never look for it at the only place where it can be found = inside.

Does that make me any better than people who think they are "normal" while being a total crazy nutcase? Nope. There is no better. There is just different stages of awareness of something that cannot be labeled and that does not give two shits about labels anyways. It just makes it harder.
Cause I see my predicament. No, ignorance is not bliss. Ignorance is dark oblivion, it's a stinky swamp that you convinced yourself to see as sunny meadow. Nobody can stay in ignorance forever, because every-thing is part of universal consciousness that will one day be revealed to you in all its glory. But the stage in between- knowing and not being able to step out of the madness, that's pretty hard.

We live in world which conditions us so heavily that everything which is untrue is believed normal and true. True genius is always simple, and it is always innocent. And true genius is how we are born. But if we stay that way juuuuuust a bit too long, we are ridiculed and finally crushed. You give up the magic you were part of and knew to be real, at a very young age, and conform to the "reality" of the BIG FAT LIE (AKA "The Real World As We Know It").

I think that the biggest crime we commit on our children is to tell them what is real and true and what is not. That alone debilitates your innate curiosity and searching for answers by your own. We tell our children that the voices that are talking to them are not real, just their "imagination", and that they should not talk to the beings/people that we can't see, cause it scares us. It scares us cause we think that there might be something wrong with our child and God forbid, how horrible that would be. Not only for them, but also for us- how would we look in front of others if we had a demented child, right? Us, the crazy nutcases worrying about our divine children, who still did not lose all the magic. And so we fuck them up, with the best loving intentions. We literally shut them down.

At school it only gets worse. They tell you how many planets turn around the sun, how big everything is and later on they teach you bunch of laws upon which reality stands. It does not matter that it's all bollocks as modern metaphysics already proved (no such thing as fix physical laws exist), we shell continue to hammer all that into our kids to make them understand that they are just a little human who evolved from a monkey that cannot change much in this world, let alone the infinite alien universe out there. Compete against others, consume, conform, pay and die.

You know what is the greatest fear of all human? Fear of death, fear of annihilation, fear of end of existence. That's actually the only fear there is. It's the root fear of all other fears, if you care to dig deep enough, and if you're aware enough, you will find it hiding behind every single one of your actions driven by your ego.
And you know what's a very common flavor of that fear in our today's society?

Fear of being ridiculed.

You might not see it right away, but fear of being ridiculed is a very obvious shadow of fear of death. When you're ridiculed, your opinion/viewpoint is challenged, you're being laughed at , and that is the lifeline for the false part of you that you created for yourself that you call "YOURSELF", you ideas of who you are, your "IDENTITY" is being threatened. In other words: an archi-important part of you that you believe solid and real is being under attack. It's literally dying. That's why fear or death and fear of ridicule are the same. The latter springs from the former.

We DREAD to speak our minds if it challenges what others consider as "popular view". And even when we think we do, we do it in a nice pleasing or glamorous way to look attractive to others. We rarely drop bald statements that we believe in without justifications or bravado. Just cause that's our truth and we don't feel threatened by saying it out loud.

But what if you do cause deep down you know that YOU AS OTHERS SEE YOU AND AS YOU SAW YOURSELF YOUR WHOLE LIFE UNTIL YOU AWOKE- DON'T EXIST. The whole story of separate self is THE ultimate bullshit. Your character is a just a mind program that you were conditioned to believe and that you will leave rotting with your flesh at the day of your death (return to your true source). You are just playing a temporary role and there is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DEFEND OR ASSAULT, and most of all- NOTHING TO FEAR OR WORRY ABOUT.

True genius is always ridiculed to some point. The more raw and un-preoccupied by opinions of others, the more ridiculed.

Great example of that is Nikola Tesla. Commonly considered a nut case cause even A century ago he talked about universal consciousness and communicating with ETs and challenging pretty much all the "real things" widely gobbled down by masses. Yet, we live in Tesla's world. Yes you heard me right! The fact that you can come home and warm up your food, switch on the light and watch your stupid TV- you owe it to Nikola Tesla, a shunned nutcase. If it wasn't for his persistence against corrupt assholes such as Edison, this world would be still in the dark. And he was big enough genius that he did not even worry that much about the inventions that were stolen from him (radio, X-ray...etc., some of them later on officially attributed back to him) but about his sole task, to give us free and wireless energy, which he considered his life mission cause he understood the amplitude of the change it would bring to humanity (FREEDOM!!!!!) , and which he failed only because of organized attack by greedy selfish pigs who would lose tons of money and whole system of control on it.

So I'd rather be considered crazy in a world where 99.9% of people are completely unaware of the higher realms of cosmos and their collective self, have not touched the truth within themselves for even split second, and constantly chase the happiness somewhere outside....money perhaps? :DDDDDDD

I'd rather be crazy and tell you that ET do not only exist, they are also watching you and have been doing so since day 1 of our wretched existence (which means since they created us). I'd rather be nuts then conform to you mimicked parrot-like idiocy you call reality, and tell you that big foot (Sasquatch, Yeti, whatever you call it) exists in large numbers, but is smart enough not to show his face to idiots like us.

I'd rather be considered a nutcase and tell you that there is more truth to every fairy-tale we tell our children than to any TV news we think real.

The truth is- until we know ourselves, until we touch our immortal soul and the Atman beyond that- we know absolutely nothing.

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So get over yourselves, will ya? Opinions are as good as toilet paper in the world of total madness. We can just wipe our bottoms with them.

Let's have a good laugh, shell we? Let's laugh about Jan Kasparec, shell we? I promise I will laugh the first. Cause I saw through the illusion, so I can do so wholeheartedly!

Peace,

Jan