We cant have this by your own
You cant take it by force
You eventually know how important it was when you don't have it any more.
People always said "I don't regret how i use it" but deep inside we always knew that we lost it and it will never come back. I always think that life!? They are equivalent with each other.
I feel every single day that I'm dying when I lost it when I thought i use it in away that it use to be but when i realize that.. "NO you didn't use it well".
But one thing realized use its the way you want it... "THE WAY YOU WANT IT " yes! The way you want...! Anyway it was yours.. Don't think too much and make you feel happy together with someone you LOVE..