I liked this story of Beth the best. You opened a wide window into your mind for me and others to look into your creative process, all that you consider and discern. I am happy to see the up votes . I know you have no steady income, just your art. Steem offers you a way to generate, hopefully, enough money to live in India and finish your little house in Meherabad. You are the perfect example of a person that Steem should assist on your journey. I hope some whales and many minnows notice your work and up vote you and resteem, and follow. You are an exceptional artist, a great find, really a rare talent.