Hello Steemit friends. Β I want to share something quite personal with you today. This song was written back in 2003 for a porn star called Myla who I was in love with. I worked in UK porn industry for around 13 years. Β
You can see a little of my old life in this film made by a porn star buddy of mine.
...in this period I had many porn star relationships, but Myla was the first.
And no big surprises, she broke my heart! But the feeling at the time was very intense...and this song was the result of that feeling. Β Which is often the way with me. Β Intense feelings seem to get converted to music in my head.
I am not too sure why I so bravely chose to show my drug habits at the time as the backdrop for my music video. What can I say? I was young and stupid. Hopefully I can't be prosecuted for something I did 13 years ago!