Sometimes I wish the WORLD would just SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST. I mean, is there REALLY any ORDER to it all? Are we REALLY free from SIN? Or do we need to create SOME sort of order out of the DIS-order? The world exists "out there" on its OWN TERMS, but that doesn't mean we have to be COMPLETELY PASSIVE participants. It's becoming obvious to me with each PASSING DAY that there is NO LIMIT to the degree of PERMUTATION and PERVERSION of it all. It may OFTEN seem like a "HAUNTED HOUSE" out there, and SOME DAYS I simply CAN'T BOOST myself to get OUT THERE into the THUNDERDOME. But there is NOTHING WRONG with admitting defeat, and trying again the NEXT DAY. The WORLD is just a SEA of CHAOS onto which we IMPOSE "order"... but what about EMBRACING the chaos? That is, take those SNIPPETS of PERCEPTIONS and "have your way" with them... IMPOSE "distortions" on the DISTORTIONS... and TRANSMUTE them into ANOTHER DIMENSION where they belong... and in so doing you gain a certain SENSE of ORDER in the DISORDER... Each DAY is a NEW DAY to try a NEW WAY... Like the "Gong Fu" MASTER of DISASTER we STRIVE to TAKE the world ON while we have the TIME, ENERGY, and DESIRE... There IS nothing HIGHER...