Editorial Facts Horror Stories and Experience Article Edition: The Government Color by shiku
Hi this is shiku for another new story of Editorial Facts Horror Stories and Experience Article Edition
Had or Have you experience being in a state of suffering and asking for help?
From days of my pain fictionalized story of reality
Money? I never thought I ll be needing you my life is simple i eat i study i lived....
I ts already day when all become mess . I ve been living for simplicity never thought world become more more surrounded by demon.
I say because of my immature thinking and innocence I do never over think problem as deep as it is.
After ....
Human act as what they are...
After graduating in my selected course of academic and profession
My family act as far from normal person behavior.
Is it because they are overdrinking alcohol?
Is it because of influence ?
My wallet is lost and I do lost money it cost a 150 dollars on united state currency from my country.
All is best . I still had family friends and I am positive on life.
From failures I do suffer ....
I slowly being mentally down due to my surroundings..
After days days of pain ..
I realized that all is somehow more demon than a friend.
My friend that i trusted had a money problem i helped shown the symptoms of greedy and dont want to repay the money as i slowly attempting to communicate .
after that my parents become more out of normal behavior.
And I realized even my younger sisters too.
Then I discovered who stole my money
Who sabotaging me
I ask for help..
I suffer
It is painfull ....
I start self hurting and it is pleasing pleasure feeling.
I do attempt to do it legally begging for help
and I become more enemy
In eyes They are laughing they enjoying they are happy
Government means whole social society I m living moving not the government way of leading country
All look happy as im on this reality . or I do just judge them much?
Still I do hoping for luck
Yet slowly I m falling.
My Words describe it simple
Can you praise me self hurting is pleasing pleasure?
Shiku
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