I'm happy with the results!!
Just went out for a drive to clear the mind. It's all I needed. Glad to keep in step. Making these pictures is working, writing these blogs on a regular basis is helping. It's helping these moods and feeling small accomplishments on creating and letting something out.
Having these wounds...these skin conditions...well I heard wounds that don't heal are a sign of emotional damage/hurt/trauma. Keeping extra care of myself and each other here with the close nit fam. Must speak to myself well, treat myself with respect in my mind. Be true to the emotions. Don't cheat or lie to myself. Not trying to emotionally run away or take on too many burdens. Life is worth it and we all deserve to do well!!
Will be probably be starting a new small job later this week. That means I could have some of my own money soon. That would be a relief. We are looking at it tomorrow night. In one of these small towns here so fairly close. That can even help make me comfortable enough to push through with some more art and music writing. It's coming more routine. Still have to check the emotional self and make sure I'm eating right. Also changing up the habits so I don't feel stuck.
So will have some sweet dreams and sleep on life until tomorrow! I'm feeling more charged. Weather is cold then a bit warm off and on so will take some walks once in awhile too to help me think. I like to think but seem to like to be active to a degree while thinking. I think that has to do with keeping the flow feeling in tow
