To know me better, let me show my little diary of my life. I am very simple woman who belongs to the poor society, the only thing that I wanted, having happy simple life. I am contented for what I have, I am happy with my own family, but when the trials comes into my life, it makes change my life. I was undergo indoscopy.
I was depressed, questioning of God, why I am become like this, among millions of people living in this world, why i am belong of this illness! that I know it is not curable and only things to be need, is to control flows out from my acid, It makes me hurt, knowing that anytime it will flows out, and it is not easy, hard to breath, hard to sleep, my heart palpitate that makes me nervous and simultaneously my asthma attack. I was crying! Always thinking WHY?
I have my medication until now, so we decided to have sideline, which is peanut butter. Since my husband working in city! Everytime he went our home every weekend, he sale our little business to support my medication, but because of pandemic that we are facing now, our little business was lost.
But when the time comes, while I am watching television, I meet the word of God! That makes me interested about the word of God. This was the start of changing my mind set. When time passed by, I have learned a lot about word of God, one of this always there is a HOPE despite of any obstacle comes into our life. My always question in my mind answerd it by the word of God, that all things created by God was all GOOD. Only God knows for our betterness in our life. I know God has purposed in my life why I become like this!not only me but all created by God everything has good purpose.
Thats why I will always bring the HOPE OF MY LIFE. THANKS BE TO GOD.
And this my little diary of my life, dont lost HOPE. ALWAYS GIVE THANKS BE TO GOD. I hope you learned from my little life story.
