Having dropped off the face of the Earth for over a week due to personal and irl stuff, I return with a hilarious mental state.
While my physical and emotional health is comparable to a cow crossing a lake, my brain has decided in this short while that I like Bionicle again.
For context I used to be quite prevalent in the Bionicle communities mostly online. However (and this was while I was still very young particularly in my early teens) during a few years of mental and emotional issues I was forced - mainly by myself- out of that hobby’s groupings. After a rather depressing 2 years I decided to abandon Lego altogether and sold ALL (but one) of my Lego toys in order to feul my newest addiction- Warhammer.
It started off very mediocre, with my first set being some Skitarii (which are bad starter models btw).
After 4 long years (keeping in mind I’ve been into Warhammer for almost 7 years purely on the lore, games and setting, and only 4 years actually painting and assembling models) I find myself back in a similar situation.
With so much happening to Warhammer since I began, I’ve seen the exact same points repeating not only with the game and setting itself which is comparable to what happened with Bionicle, but my mental and emotional state as well.
Rambling aside, my love for the lore and models of Bionicle has returned with a VENGEANCE. Seeing the deep lore, interesting character arcs, and of course the toys, all just sucked me right back in.
However, now being 20 and jobless my situation leaves me in a funny position in which I can only express my love for Warhammer.
Solution?
Endure. Be patient. And fight.
One day I plan on amassing a FULL collection. However that day will be far from now. Recently I’ve been given an oppurtunity to further myself and possibly get an actual job.
So for the time being my focus with be on setting up myself financially once again.
Which mainly means my posting and activity on most platforms are going to see some stagnation.
Also my desire to make videos is on hiatus until I can get myself my own computer, because my parents have decided to lock the possibility of a YouTube courier away from me.
So yeah. Lots of irl crap, lots of delayed content, and a possible light at the end of the tunnel.
(Also I don’t plan on making these rambles a common thing so this may be a one off for now)
