I've lost over $300K in bitcoin gambling and other games in the past 2 years! My life is A MESS
here is my story. Right now I owe my boss $1400, my car needs brakes, my bank account is - $700 and I don't know what the f*ck is going to happen next. My life is a whirlwind of disaster.
It all started with live poker, loved the game, was great at it! My tournament record is ridiculous; 54 tournaments 7 first places, 10 final tables. Went to play bigger tourneys for $600 each but never could land a big one. Oooh lemme try online poker! Wow, $100,000 guaranteed tourneys! Multi-Tables! Some days I was making $1800 an hour multi-tabling $2-4 and $5-10 no limit! Then 6 months later $-50,000 gone..... Then online poker shuts down in USA, no way to get my money back ..... grrr.
I keep searching for ways to play but to no avail. Then I found bitcoin....wut?? Crazy magic internet money? OK! Tried some poker sites with bitcoin, but they weren't very good. Googled bitcoin gambling. Found my favorite site, just-dice. Turned .3 btc into 4-6.5 btc several times when bitcoin was like $900. I hit the 5,000x and 1,000x times multiplier, and i hit several times! Did i mention when I have INSANE luck sometimes,.... sometimes. I pull off crazy wins out of nowhere for huge amounts. Then for some reason I play bigger, faster, crazier and lose it all. This has happened over 40 times in the past 3 years.
After losing about $8k I actually quit for 6 months or so. Tried to pay off my credit card debt, but just wasn't working fast enough. I grew impatient, wanted a better life. Sooooo I googled more bitcoin gambling. Found betcoin.tm - Turned .3 btc into.... no joke, 107 BTC! Tried to withdraw: "please contact support" What???! They said there were security problems with my account and needed to investigate further.Bullshit. After several weeks of emailing them the kept giving me the runaround, wouldn't pay me, so i got drunk and gambled it all.
Well that's that. Party over. Suck. Check my bitcoin balance on blockchain.info .34 btc. Shit. However, while on blockchain.info I notice many many transactions on the blockchain going to something called Luckybit red. What the hell. So I google "luckybit" found a new gambling site! Go me! As usual I play and win 8.5 btc!!!
Wow crazy. Ok. Now I am hooked. For the next 8 months after finding luckybit, I lost over 110 btc, @ $60,000.
never hit their 999x multiplier.
kept playing. Played at work, Played at Home. Played anytime I could.
Descend into madness.
kept getting credit cards.
started draining my families bank account after mine was empty.
another $20,000 more. Gone. Gone. Gone.
Go to a therapist.
Go to Gamblers Anonymous.
Stop for a month.
look up other bitcoin gambling sites. Find primedice! Ohh nice layout I like it. Play some, win some. Win 20 BTC. Immediately go back to luckybit. Lose it all.
The next whole year after that, is all a blur. I can't even remember how many loans I took out from online lenders, at least $42,000 worth after all of the above happened. I can't count how many times I've had 7, 14, 24 even 40 BTC in my wallet. It would never last long. Why couldn't i just play slow, why did I have to get soo crazy???!!
All could have been great!
But somehow i just keep messing up.
Keep destroying myself.
About 2 to 3 years of my life gone.
Credit Rating: Screwed
Funds: $-2100
what the f*ck..........................................