I could write a sappy sorry story. The truth is that God happens in coincidences. Be grateful you have the gift of life. At times things can seem so devastating. It is without a doubt known that you "reap what you sow". In the essence of the sense, I have so many blessings during such a tragic time. As long as we are safe and healthy all is well. I did loose a pet, I had to surrender my other two pets, and nearly lost my dog for a second time. "Patience is a virtue" has never had such a truer feeling, for it is within patience where I have learned the gift of life is such a primal state we take for granted.
Stay up and be blessed.