My 2017 is a very meaningful year for me.
I learned to look at the good of the people around me to learn what they have done, what they are going through and how they treat themselves when they are sad and happy differently.
And, like that, I think after a year I have learned a lot of things. The first is that I wake up after a beautiful dream. I'm not sure it's a beautiful dream or a nightmare.
At first, I really thought it was a nightmare that I never wanted to talk about again. But as time passed, I realized that it was an inevitable rule. Perhaps that is one of the difficulties that I must encounter in that period.
And yes, through that, I feel stronger, more confident, dare to do many things that I previously did not dare to do. I am more optimistic and I understand that no hatred is forever. I do not calculate anymore, everything will automatically return to its place only.
My 2017 is a mature year for me.
The first time I decided to go to work. The first time I made money with my own strength. Although the amount is not much but it is the amount that I treasure. I found out by going to work that I became more active, better talking than before.
I myself see that change is very big. I'm glad it's a good change. I did not because the resentment, hurt that the wrong way. I am truly grateful to myself. Thank you for being better.
Now is the time between the year 2018. I though still a single girl. But okay. I am now completely peaceful. I will stay calm like that waiting for a fate of my peace to come. No need to worry. I need a single time to be free to do what I like.
It is important that I want to take good care of myself before starting to take care of another person.