Feel like sharing shitload of random thoughts. Survive them and become my best buddy ever!
Feeling drained like shit right now... Will try to explain you why:
- I'm a vegan in a country with one of the most fertile grounds, but somehow we are forced to buy GMO
- I would love to see some sun, but I can see it approximately once in 7 days
- I would like to workout, but my back and knees hurt
- I would kill for just a bit of fresh air, but I can't find it nowhere
- I lost 20 kilograms of muscle due to not being able to eat what I want
- At this moment, there is around 20 radio towers around me
- I hear weird frequency that is not allowing me to enjoy silence
- This shit is getting heavily on my nerves
- I feel like doing a back flip and becoming a Spider-Man so I can jump on the building in front of me and destroy this fucking tower...
- This shit is hilarious
- What the fuck is this life about? Fucking me up every single day more and more...
I don't think so. But it certainly looks like it. Even though I'm raging and sound like a little bitch, this is just my way of expressing things...
Deep in myself, I'm still highly aware of how things are, and even though I'm bitching on purpose now, I know:
- My spirit and will are so strong, that no one and nothing can stop me - EVER!
- I'm infinite energy on the move... You can shoot at me with AK-47 I would still be moving towards you and guess what, you couldn't stop me
- Try it motherfu***** 😎
Like, for real, there is no fucking way you will stop me with just a round of bullets, and I don't mean you personally, this is just my writing style... Please don't blame me, I'm just a crazy guy in this normal (khm) world...
Everyone look at me like I got issues. They sleep with mobile phones on their heads, and when I notice that is not natural and interferes with us on a cellular basis, they ask me where is my Doomsday Backpack.
I can't interact with normal people and communicate in normal terms, it is so fucked up for me, like a mathematical equation
Fu***** people man! I know I shouldn't give a fuck, and like, well who the fuck gives a fuck anyway. But still! I do care, I want people to live fulfilled fucking lives... How the fuck will that happen, I don't really know. Seems like no one is worried about anything and they just wanna live their realities not using their cognitive function
Sometimes I feel like I'm ultra intelligent, other days I feel like I'm dumb as fuck. Why is this happening to me? Is it possible that the reality I live in is making me more stupid? Fuck me, sometimes I feel like going in a forest and chill there with some animals would be the best option I could take in this lifetime.
This is utterly hilarious, the rage I feel now, you know why is that so? Cause I work all fucking days (and nights) in order to create something out of nothing, and I'm pretty good at it. Only thing, my nerves are so short so I be like a dynamite sometimes... BOOM!
Light me up baby... I dare you
Now back to the trash-talk (or fact-talk?)
This world is so normal that my family doctor is fat, weak, anemic and prescribing antibiotics to her toddler. Hilarious or what? Is my IQ really low for noticing that or maybe I'm just too advanced for these idiotic times I am living in? Who could say...
Maybe I'm just a new definition of stupidity and all these people around me are pure brilliance...
There is a thin line between a genius and a madman, they said. But who the fuck is defining who is the genius, lets face it - Albert Einstein was known as most intelligent man in the world but I doubt he was so intelligent.
And his theory of relativity, my man Tesla broke that shit ages ago. Guess that is why they hid his interview from the public, or am I tripping again? Maybe this is all a dream and only thing I really have to do is jump out of the window to wake up.
But I guarantee you, soon as I wake up after dying on this shitty planet, someone would come straight away and try to recycle me on this planet again. That's how hilarious this shit is, like, you can't escape this reality even if you wanted to.
You need to realize some things first, we need to, and evolve. Transcend... Turn off our eyes, and look from beneath...
But how the fuck should I do it if I have to write this blog to survive? And my eyes are swollen man, too much monitor again damn
Time is needed, lot of time. Lots of thought processes, lots of self-work, realization and love. After all that is incorporated by most population on daily basis, my hopes of a world where you can actually have deeper conversations might come to life.
I don't even know who the fuck is gonna read this post, but for sure I'm gonna reward you. If you really read this and understand me, congratulations! You officially qualify to become my best friend
But don't think you can trick me easy! I'm Sherlock Holmes of this shit and you are not gonna trick me
I don't have so much friends, never did. Even when I did, I felt some fake shit in the air. Maybe my nose is wrong? well its possible, considering all the shit I have to breathe daily!!! Rage please. More rage, creative rage, rejuvenating rage, making me a better and more decisive person rage...
Actually I do have one friend, maybe two... But they get on my nerves a lot and I feel like punching them sometimes, especially the first one I mentioned who is my business partner as well
Currently I'm becoming a friend with my future roomie, his Steemit name is runicar and I'm highly curious if he is gonna read this... Doubt it though 😅
I'm crazy like shit now, so pumped, for what really? I don't even know man. I would punch this laptop in the screen so hard, just like - BOOM! But I can't -.- I need that shit, so I can build my way towards a better life.
One thing I know for sure, my dad is gonna read this in the morning with his google translator and he'll be like: What the actual fuck is my son writing about? Did I really raise a tard like this?
Yes you did father! And pretty much no one can't answer what did I just write! But I can tell you one thing - I didn't smoke! 😉 I'm saving my weed so I can smoke a fat joint after I wake up.
I'm so creative right now, could write for days. Only problem lies in the fact that I wanna add word fuck between everything.
Don't really know what is going on with me right now, only thing I know I had croissant filled with sugars and additives for dinner
I'm a true plant-based vegan motherfucker 😎
I love my family. A lot. Even though I do have an overprotective mom and she gets on my nerves regularly, they still allow me to be authentic, and they trust in me.
Authenticity is the best thing you can gift to yourself... This shitty life is way too short to be someone else
I'm working on mine day to day, and still have lots of work to do!
And I don't mean shitty life in terms of having negative perception about it, all I'm trying to say is - this really is pure shit. I was an Avatar once, I know it baby! Mother**** took it from me, now I can't even connect to myself most of the time. Various thought processes interfere with my thought processes and try to ruin my focus and direct me in wrong directions..
Fuck you random though processes! You ain't doing shit!!!
Remember what I said, I'm an infinite energy and you can't stop me. My free will is so strong that sometimes I don't even brush my teeth before I go to sleep
Oh and yes, please don't brush your teeth with fluoride. That shit ain't good for your teeth, or health, or you. So, yeah, maybe try to search for an alternative. Don't be like my dad, I'm telling him this crucial information since ages ago but still, he always buys the cheapest toothpaste in the universe...
Funny part: When I go to sleep without brushing my teeth, in the mornings I comfort myself how that is the best option for my teeth, considering most of the toothpastes contain chemicals
Shaking my fucking head but at the same time... Turning new page on this journey called life, feeling so alive right now, emotional and full of empathy
But on the contrary, sometimes I'm so washed out, can't even feel my emotions... I wonder does everyone feel the same, like, do you sometimes feel empathy is too hard to achieve?
Well I know the answer, you need to be better towards yourselves and your empathy-levels will increase.
If you are treating yourself like shit, logically, how will you feel those feels good? How will you empathize with others if you can't do it for yourself?
Tricky question, real tricky one... that's how I am, and what I am - a trickster
Dear people, your body is a temple... Nourish it with care
In order to feel good, your temple must be in perfect condition. If your temple is fucked up and bricks are falling down from it, how will you feel good while in it? I mean doooh! Basic logic, right?
I'm so logical sometimes, when I ask people something and they don't understand my logic behind it, I get mad instantly 😅
Lmfao, sweet irony. This life, my life... I'm a bipolar bastard sometimes, and when I realize it, I try to act like I'm not. Then I finally understand, I'm tripolar and even more than that...
I legitimately use at least 10 different voices, and its not even an act or anything like it, I just do it. Sometimes I sound like a faggot, other times I sound like I came straight from Grandfather...
What the fuck is this crazy mix inside myself? Now I don't even know anymore, do I want to be a Spider-Man or I just want RPG to fall in front of me... If you are my loyal reader, you now why I need that RPG
Whoever answers what do I need RPG for earn my full vote! Tricky question #2 bitches
Feels like this shit has to stop, I need to sleep. Like, I'm seriously sleep deprived... And in a world like this one, that is pretty much the only way to connect to your SOURCE! So do it good baby, connect to your source often - don't be like me
I'm just a regular motherfucker trying to break out of this matrix I was born in. Fuck the matrix okay? This matrix can't do shit to me, nor anything that comes from it, as everything in it is illusion
Even time is an illusion, just a construct, to keep us imprisoned. Now you most definitely feel like I'm a total psycho
Well, fuck it, who am I to blame you? But keep in mind, definition of normal in this normal world is somewhat strange these days...
Not everything is how it looks at first, you feel me?
Wish you everyone the most beautiful days of your lives, that you can imagine... If anyone read this post, take my sincerest apologies and please comment anything below so we can become best friends
I need some buddies, buddy
btw not even gonna check this shit for errors nor anything else, if you feel like construction of this blog is shit, by all means - feel it! And English is nowhere near my mother tongue, so please don't be too harsh on me, motherfuckers
And remember that part of your body being a temple? That is a fact
So if your body is a temple, what are you? Correct, Gods 😎
Every single one of you is a God, every single one of us... This divine energy going through us, I mentioned few times earlier, that shit you can't stop even if you wanted to - as I said ^^
That is what you/we are, so treat yourself with respect... And your temple
Btw gonna flag the shit out of everyone who try to insert cheap comments, nothing is cheap right here buddy