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Hi, guys!
Yesterday I made a short post on this topic, but today I decided, that I need to talk a bit more on this theme. Yes, yes, about covid-19 again. Something I recently had in my life.
From the very beginning I must say that I always was really careful, I followed all quarantine rules. And yes, I feared to get sick, cause I have an autoimmune illness, and my immune system doesn't know how to work properly even if everything is OK. I almost died after last vaccination season, but hey, I needed to do it anyway, cause I simply don't believe in collective immunity any longer (yes, that sweet thing that technically has to protect people like me, who has a great death risk while getting vaccinated).
From the very beginning of quarantine I lost all possibilities to socialize, which were my singing and music lessons and sports activities, and weekly DnD party games. But I understood that the situation is super serious, so I have to make some sacrifices. Most of my friends understood it as well. My family understood it, and I thought that everyone does.
Till previous three-four days I never googled how people react to lockdowns. I communicated on-line with people I know, they all said, that it's hard, but it's a necessity. And I thought that it's a wide-spreaded opinion. Damn, I was wrong.
A couple of weeks ago I damaged my back while doing some workout at home and I had to go to the hospital (exactly after that I got sick). And I was totally shocked with how low our people self-awareness is. They say they can't breath in masks. They say they don't believe in virus.
Well-well, they say all of this right till the point, when they get sick themselves, or someone from their family does. We're in a temporary red zone and our government is incapable of creating any order.
When I was in Viene, for example, it was about two years ago, I was really glad to notice that people keep their distance and respect other people personal space. There was no epidemy by that time, and people still were respectful to each other comfort zone. In our country it's different. It's OK to nearly sit on a head of your neighbour here, and it always pissed me off, but now I just feel like I want to punch them in the face.
I heard even about inceidents that some people came to others in the street and simply ripped off masks from their faces, because "How can you believe in all this?!?". On my side I can't understand what makes them think that they got a right to put others in danger, not even mentioning touching other people when they haven't gave their consent. It's like damn jungle in here!
At the moment I'm trying to make my lungs work again like they did before, but now it will take time and patience. I could have had much less risk if only these idiots were following elementary norms of safety, but no, "The Earth is flat, computer games lead to violence, there's no virus, and Illon Mask is a reptiloid".
Now, when another lockdown is provided, they feel no responsibility for it at all. Of course, what could they do, they simply wished to party a bit, and that couldn't lead to any repercussion at all.
As for me - I will continue working, and I will continue limiting my social contacts. Now all hobbies that I have I moved to on-line regime. Of course, dancing and singing learning is less effective in such regime, and not so joyful, but well, I have no other option. In my head - no one else have as well while we're in a such life scenario. But here we have one of a hundred with such oppinion, so I feel like this all will never end.
Take care of yourself and your loved ones.
See you in the next post!
Love, Inber