Hi, guys!
I finally managed to sit down and study. I planned to start by watching one lecture a day, but yesterday I watched six. If I keep moving forward so actively, everything will go much faster and better than I expected, and that will be very good. I will be able to quickly catch up with the curriculum and that will be very good. Today I want to have time to reread the manual, I should probably have enough strength for this, and maybe even start studying with the textbook.
Everything turned out not to be as scary as I thought, and this was the main thing I needed to understand in order to return to studying. Everything is not so scary, that's all. In the end, it is fear that stops me in most cases. And when it turns out that there is nothing to be afraid of, I can calmly move forward. I hope this stage has already passed.
Now I need to quickly go to the post office and after that I can sit down and continue studying. As usual, I set a small plan, and if I manage to do a lot, I will only be happy. I love it when I manage to do more than I planned.
Next week I will go on vacation to a small holiday home not far from the city, and it is very cool. There I will not have to worry about anything and I will be able to fully concentrate on my studies, which in itself is very, very good. I hope I will be able to do even more there, because all my days will be completely free. I plan to walk a lot, and the rest of the time I will study.
I decided to first write a complete plan of the novel, and only then start filling it with text. I think it will be easier for me than trying to write everything at once, and then try to figure out what happened. In principle, I am inclined to plan everything, and a clear table will give me a sense of calm, and this is always invaluable for me.
Have a great day everyone!
