I'm hurting.. And have been hurting for a while now. Ever since my ex-girlfriend and I broke up a few months back I've been struggling immensely to make it through the day to day.
My motivation and ambitions have shit-tanked as of lately under the added stress.

I'm sorry to the STEEM community for not being able to keep my head in a place where I can work and survive properly. I fear if I cannot shake this rut I will end up not being able to pay my bills and end up on the streets again. The uncertainty and pain I've been consumed by has left me scrambling to figure out how to move forward from this. I feel hopeless.

Part of me realizes this is an opportunity to better myself, but a greater part of me just wants to die it feels like. Generally I'm never in the dumps very long.. But this time is different. My very soul aches and I don't know how to heal it. I'm unsure of the steps to take towards happiness. :/

Going to try and focus on making my life more fufilling and less sad from the day to day I guess. The forlorn feeling I have isn't something I have the energy to deal with.

A Proud STEEMbassador of Canada