Im bored so I will post some of my thoughts here. If someone reads this please leave a comment. Mainly I'm just doing this to unwind my thoughts about my problems. I will gladly hear advices on life.
My work ended in the beginning of January. I live in Finland and in here it feels like, that in order to be a human being you need to have a job. I did not enjoy my last job it was sweaty, noisy and dirty work at a big factory. I would still take that job back in a heartbeat, just because I am in debt and money is scarce.
I just hate being poor, but I am also aware that this is purely my own fault. I studied economy at Applied Science school, but due to my lack of motivation and laziness I quit on the second year. I was also quite lonely and depressed at that time. But it is true that you value things only after you've lost them.
Nowadays I'm working shitty jobs on a temporary contract to be able to pay my high amount of debt (15 000€). It is also stopping me to go back to studying. My last hope at the moment is in cryptocurrency and in my small investments. Im still quite positive that I'll find a job in within a month.
So kids study as you can, it is worth it.