Today while scrolling social media, chatting with my sister, and looking at unanswered texts, I started getting that anxious feeling of doing everything wrong, having everything go to shreds, and never being able to get "on top."
Then, after some quiet breathing, I started analyzing what it means to be "on top." On top of what exactly do I want to be? On top of nothing, I am right where I want and need to be. And just to remind myself, I started making a lost of things I am doing RIGHT.
I bought Steem and powered up. I almost let myself get mad because, I hadn't bought under $2USD. Then, I let myself chastise mE on being "trigger happy." Doesn't the market show that steam should stay at these prices for some time? Shouldn't I be a patient investor? Then I reminded myself that I like this platform, and that I enjoy my upvotes being worth more than, $.01 and that I am here long term. So in the grand scheme of things, any Steem purchased under $5.00USD is a GREAT buy.
I am home-schooling my kids. Being 100% responsible for your children's education magnifies all of your educational flaws. Well behaved 5 year olds who can read fluently and look like miniature (groomed) adults is enough to send me into a fit of "what am I doings?" But I KNOW what I'm doing. Im teaching my children that there is more to life than a 9-5, there is more to life than endlessly preparing for the next step.
I give myself to journal and think. I judge myself for this the most. Shouldn't I be doing laundry, dishes, scrubbing floors, researching lesson plans, writing that beginer's crypto course, mending that clothes, decluttering, or something else instead? NO. Spending time writing, is for me. I enjoy it, Im gonna do it.
Blogging on Steemit. Sure I could be writing anywhere else instead, but I like it here, and liking what you do is part of having a great life.
Now, tell me all about something YOU are doing right today.
I visit everyone who leaves a comment and aim to upvote one of their posts