I understand where this is coming from, and i wish i had better words to say, but i don't. Steem is really taking a beating right now. Still, we hope, and work for the best. And even then, lately there are springing several curating initiatives up to support quality content creators. So i would encourage you to hang on some more. I think this is only a trying time. Steemit has a lot to learn, and hopefully will. I hope you hang around.