Just before I left for India... Sept 5th (I was experiencing kundalini awakening symptoms) and journaling about them.... I was reading the ourlightbody.com site as well and feeling so connected to it.... weird how things have expanded then unravelled so much since then.... the power of our kundalini and our ego dealing with such matters astounds me... I am struggling to see how to move forward with light and still keep my feet firmly planted in the ground. They are not fully there right now, so I suppose finding that grounding is step 1 for me. My planned trip to Costa Rica coming soon...I believe is the answer which I had early insight to even before India and foresaw to this shake-up in my material body and psyche.... I have suffered a profound shift in my body image and projection as well as control over mind and spirit...yet I have come into a heavy dose of psychic power... I am often overwhelmed and not nearly in control of my senses like I was only months ago. I still remain intact with the tools and even more come to me but I often lose the ability to use then in times of need. Unlike before when I often felt desolate and separate, I now am never alone. I see spirit everywhere... even when I need rest. I see layers of myself as I was before and will become later. potential giver and destroyer... the fear comes and goes but gratitude saves me. I feel this year is potentially a big one if I can stay footed to a cause, and not lose myself in others or my own pain. I am grateful for the wisdom of Yoga philosophy ....and the several other resources that have fed me the wisdom that guides me today... I am grateful for the Guru’s who have helped guide me... some had no idea they were such people.... and often they make the best kind, ego aside they just lead with wisdom they gained along the way....
Namaste...
-Ketu or leah whatever you prefer 😉