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I remember metal detecting out by here once and I found this really cool treasure. More like a spell of protection. Holy water, rose water, olive oil, three different deities. INNCEDENTALLY because I was digging by Josuah Tree roots got bit by a bark scorpion. I didnt keep any of that stuff either. I re-burried it but the Jesus was solid silver. I couldn't take soneones protection spell. Hey, it worked I guess. I'll tell you, it was really kinda old. The wood that the Jesus sculpture, literally disintegrated. Still doesn't mean I didnt disrupt something I was in the hospital. I'll never forget it. Wrenching to no end, my whole arm turned blue. I thought it was a spider as it was tiny, somewhat translucent. I thought it was dirt going under the braclet just pinching me... nope... Bark Scorpion. They said scorpions leave a wound kiss. In the shape of lips/heart.
I REMEMBERED RACING HOME AND PUTTING MY BLOOD UNDER THE MICROSCOPE... The coolest thing ever. I found the tree of life. I can't help but notice my bad luck with health start shortly after this find interestingly enough 🙄🤣
Photos in a gif for you too see... super nuts...super short hair. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
I went out to that same area today and I was sitting on a bucket. Lolol. Only this time I just didnt care to dig. Maybe its the flip sign of that very coin I spoke about last blog. Maybe Im just not there anymore. Things I dont need, fake I dont need. It seems everything is one way or another fake; myself included.
If I was real Id show all the ugly parts and why would I do a thing like that. Lololol. The truth is its 10 percent of my life. Its not me, who I wanna be. Its me, bored, lip singing, or dressed up real sharp. You have to leave people on this earth with the best parts of yourself. You never know if your story is a reason for someone to keep fighting for theirs. So I do it. The three hours it took to get there; but the in-between, you will not see. Also why not leave this earth with your good memories. With the internet holding our lives practically, if something were to happen Id want family and friends to see the happy times
The way I see it we are all in our own hells. I do share some stuff but not much. I mold around what happens to me. If I cant edit, Ill live stream; if I cant do that Ill blog. Always something to say but the day you dont hear from me... thats when you know I just have nothing nice to say anymore.
This journey hasn't been for nothing...What I learned, been told, found out, figured out,everything. It was all worth it and I know I suffer but I promise you it will continue to be what it is... one big experiment. It doesn't matter from where. (I'm no better, I do experiments too) The doctors,family; shit even boss. You see one of my favorite subjects is sociology. Why people do what they do/act. Its funny really. To watch. Kinda like a movie. So I'm no better for acting stupid. Im not anymore. Funny how they squirm.
All my friends used to think I was a fortune teller but I just card catalog things in my brain; certain human behaviors and their propensities to under certain conditions. Over a lifetime of doing this process, I became a really good bartender; I'll tell you that anticipating every need. Its exhausting because you have to play stupid sometimes and while i play the part well, Im actually not a blonde. I fake it. I fake being stupid because I like to see how far people are willing to go. For example, the nurse at the hospital when I first tore the hamstring in June, he said "listen mija, muscels heal on their own, even if it is one torn off, you"re good". I sat there with an enthusiastic fake face to humor his ridiculous (pertaining to my issue no smaller muscel tears) words. A year almost later I wanna show him again but for what? It won't change anything. You can only lead a horse to water.
I didn't say a world. I took my robe, pulled it up, opened my legs like a stripper and showed him and said not a muscle detached and atrophied.
I used to think the doctors were idiots... I was wrong. I was the idiot. Its worst than I thought. They just sell outs and prey on your ignorance. Educate yourself, listen to what other people have to say, even if they think you dont listen. Thats the best time.
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