My kids are my priority. My time is for them. If I had more time to waste on movement that lets face it, video and video editing takes a lot. Ask 
Whats been going on?
Busy, Tired and Stressed but not all is doom and gloom. Ive had more time to focuson myself and getting somewhere with the doctor's but most of all my energy goes to my children.
Where am I at
Well a lot. Im finally gettingsomewherewith the doctor's. Imaging of my spine showed everythingand the doctor will be doing a referral to Mayo Clinic. In the intrum they are sending me out for that brace to be fittined just for me, my body. So progress is being made just very slow. Its hard gettingaround. The wheelchairs they give out today are such junk. My kids cant push me fast becauseit shakes, pain. So I rest mostly. When we do get out, its a slow ride thats for sure.
Whats Next?
Wait! Be patient and just try to do the next right thing. Hopefullythe brace can help me travel by plane so Ican go quick and see how it works. Then fly back when they are ready for me. Idont know exactly how it will all go, but Im scared. Its amazingreally. Fear is the only thing that cant be trusted (think about that for a second) so pushing through scary times will be my guiding light. My lighthouse.
Im working through the hard times, pushing tbrough the pain, using whatever hacks I need to and most of all, ready for a new life!