Those of you who know some of my story know how tragically dysfunctional my biological family is and why I am estranged from them. It is quite obvious from the fact that they refused to let me say goodbye, tell my dad that I love and forgive him so that he could rest in peace, which choice they are making. With perfect synchronicity I had a healing session scheduled for Thursday as a birthday present from a friend who was visiting Prague with me. I had heard from that same cousin Wednesday evening that he was in poor shape. I already had intended to go for a full final clearing on all the issues with my family stealing my son, a result of my extracting Damon and I from their lives after he asked upon leaving my mother's 63rd birthday dinner at my parent's home, "Why do Grandma and Grandpa hate you so much, Mama?" It didn't help that I had my first full on Kundalini Awakening (which they do not believe exists or could not happen to someone who was not Jesus Christ or Buddha) and that they thought I was a conspiracy theorist and a freak for doing everything exactly opposite as "normal" people. They are just naive young souls who don't know any better and who can't see the bigger picture due to cognitive dissonance. Damon and I called them and others like them Muggles.
In my session I called in my family members one at a time. I was able to soul gaze with my dad, to forgive him and to ask his forgiveness which I had asked for many times and he had said the words but never meant it. I cancelled all contracts and binding agreements. I took back any remaining power and soul pieces that I had not reclaimed from him yet and returned all of his that I harboured in me to him. I cancelled all spells and curses curses between us from this or any other lifetime. I commanded that I was free from him, that he was free from me, and that I sent him with unconditional love and blessings. What was so amazing was how powerfully I could feel all his emotion...He had so much shame and guilt...sadness...grief...a feeling of fruit rotted on the vine never harvested...profound regret. I allowed all my emotions of sorrow, abandonment, betrayal, and anger to flow out of me. It was interesting because in real life he would always look away and could not stay looking me in the eye for long but here he couldn't look away even though he wanted to. As his unresolved emotions finally came to a stillness I felt a whimpering and then he surrendered and tears poured down his face as I finally felt love pour out of his eyes towards me instead of the hatred that he had projected onto me the vast majority of my life. I was amused that what I heard myself intend telepathically was, "Yay! See how easy it is? That wasn't so bad after all, was it?" as my eyes smiled with compassion.
I awoke what I would later find out was shortly after my dad passed though I was on the other side of the globe. I felt him with me. I grokked the feeling that you get from a dog when they have peed on the carpet or eaten your favorite new shoes...that he couldn't help himself and that he was truly sorry. This was my first and favorite birthday present that my dad came to me when he died. I got to say goodbye and hello forever within 12 hours. It was so wonderful to feel him knowing he could see what I see, finally, after a lifetime of calling me crazy and thinking I was awfully stupid for someone with such a high IQ. I'm so happy. I also am glad he chose to go because he was like a kid just learning how to surf the first week who found himself paddling into hurricane swells. Not a good idea just yet.
Those who can not open their hearts and minds to what is coming are much better off going. This apocalypse, the unveiling of the truth, that we are in seeks to smash to bits the vast majority of the world's perceptions of what they believe to be true and the foundational beliefs and practices they have invested their whole life force and attention on and in. Everyone that was indoctrinated to the status quo is a deer in the headlights at the moment they see. The question is whether or not they are one of the deer that can deal with it, run across the road, shake it off, and remember to be more aware next time they're crossing or if they are one of the deer that will just sit there and be taken out by the truck that the curious mesmerizing headlights are shining from. You are most definitely one of the deer that would make it across the road if you are on my mailing list. I hold space for people, help them to remember, and facilitate empowering them how to surf tsunamis instead of getting drowned or washed away by them. At the very least, I can model that experiencing true joy, peace, and gratitude is possible when your dad dies on your birthday. All we can do is assist those not ready to make the shift, and wish them well. Good luck with your spiritual triage coming. Time to Get Your GodDess & Gnosis On!!!
Peace, Love, Abundance, & Joy...& Shine On!!!
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