I had a dream...

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Last night I had a really weird dream... I don't get all pieces together but was very aroused when I woke up. Miss the times I was able of lucid dreaming. During that time I woke up and could remember every detail of my past dreams and even better could really interact with them because I was aware that I'm in a dream.
For me, dreams and daytime phantasies are some kind of safe haven where I can live out the thoughts of my twisted mind. I'm a really shy person and don't like to get any attention. Maybe because I believe my thoughts and fantasies are some kind of abnormal. When you read about sex fantasies one of the first Google hits was a Glamour article where you can read things like:

• Oral sex
• Sex in public
• Bondage
• Sex with an ex
• Group sex
• Sex with a stranger
• Voyeurism
• Being dominated

For me that list sounds quiet boring. Not that I had done all the things but it's nothing special. For me my fantasies are a place where I can live out my inner freak - sometimes only in my mind, sometimes in my hiding spot behind closed doors (as I said I'm really shy...) but I often have the feeling that my kind of fantasies must be very disgustin for others if this list is the refference 😜
Maybe I will describe some of my fantasies in a future post but until then I would like to read your thoughts about it.


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