Today I haven't slept. And in the morning I had a thought: what if I write a short ebook and try to sell it.
So I've spend couple of hours writing an ebook 2500 words. Sent it to couple of friends and they said it was awesome.
But the fact I missed what that I didn't do keyword research and I'm thinking that nobody will buy my book.
Then I've realized I want to put it on steemit, but then some authority message popped up.
Sorry folks no book for you. :(
I'm fed up making these stupid mistakes. Every time I have a great idea, i fuck up. I'm tired of fucking up.
Spend for years vlogging and didn't achieve anything. It was a waste of time. Deleted 600 videos from youtube. 4 years of work. Still have 400 videos on my facebook. You know simple webcam videos, no editing no nice shots. Just me talking.
Today I found this guy John.do he told he was blogging everyday for 15 years and shit, the opportunities came.
I don't believe in blogging, because I was writing a blog for 2 years. I have quit it. Because it didn't work.
I'm a quitter.
I'm always deleting my posts. Came to steemit because here you can't delete your posts after 7 days, can you?
I want my posts be locked in. I don't need a website or a host. I'm all over the place, don't do any promotion and shit.
I'm not a marketer.
I would like to earn from my stuff, but as far as I'm concerned it won't happen.
I don't do seo research, I don't know the keywords. Fuck it I'm lazy as shit, I even don't rewrite my content, don't polish it – I one shot everything.
Even clicking the laptop and getting details on something seems tiring. I quit, quit, quit, fuck up fuck up fuck up.
I'm a fucking underachiever. Imagine, I've spent ten years playing DIABLO II. Didn't farm, made friends with people and they gave my char stuff.
Has anybody had the feeling that they're a fuck up?