This intense picture says It all!
I was chasing a dragon!
Many 🐉zzzzz......
That Night
That night changed “everything” in my heart and mind. Sometimes it takes one little impulse to get you right back on track after feeling lost in subconsciously chosen “toxicity” for a while, trying to become friends with your own demons. How could we know the difference in-between darkness and light otherwise?
It was divine time to finally focus on my own well being first of all and the word “selfcare” was more clear than ever.
Self worth! Self confidence! Self everything!
Suddenly you trust the magic of new beginnings and dive into a feeling of compassion about your own flaws and the madness of the ones who “torture” you or even shower you too much in honey.
That night when I spilled a glass of red wine because I was too nervous to pick up the phone. I was waiting for that call from a person who is very close to my heart for various reasons for clarification but realized it’s unimportant.
I did not pick up......
Love ❤️ will come around at the right time but not that night.
”I made no resolutions for the New Year. The habit of making plans, of criticising, sanctioning and molding my life, is too much of a daily event for me. ” ― Anaïs Nin
Health is Wealth, indeed!
I conquered a beast called breast cancer those past 2 years and realized that health was more valuable than any property I lost back in 2017. I basically lost everything I worked so hard for a trillion of my lifeyears but myself.
I did not loose my boobs either. It all could have been much worse.
Divine time is on my side in all areas of my life and I see myself as very blessed and even lucky.
I am so thankful!
Those scars make me who I am!
Everything happens for a reason, it is said and yes that’s true.
I feel very emotional at the moment and will stop my story I plan to tell very soon but for
today I wish you and myself as well as all loved ones a very fruitful and wonderful new year!
Bring it on 2020!
Yours
Mammasitta
Planning to update that site finally!
www.mammasitta.net
TIME/ Hans Zimmer piano version
