True happiness is devoid of any illusion. Pain is awesome I like it, to see myself scared is awesome to see how people get killed just makes me happy. Just by writing this story, I thought that I am the real monster, I had the feeling that I am doing it.... it was just awful. Whatever you do in this lifetime, strive to make your parents happy and proud. It was one of the hundreds of great things about him.
And after that we were best friends. It had been as simple and inevitable as the striking of a match.
I always thought every day was a gift, but now I am looking for where to send the note.
With respect,