Who would have guessed that four minutes could change everything? The absence of the will to live is, alas, not sufficient to make one want to die. It is like a flower or like the sun; it cannot be contained. if you see a group of people in a field, go find out what they are doing. Because horror on Earth is real and it is every day. There are so many adventures that you miss because you're waiting to think of a plan. The moment a little boy is concerned with which is a jay and which is a sparrow, To find them, look for tiny interesting choices. Do every act of your life as though it were the very last act of your life. We have nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore- except to make our lives into a work of art.
My desk, most loyal friend
With respect,
