It is difficult to be total pure channel of the Light in this life, in our families, at our place of work, even in our own hearts and minds. It is a terrible battle, a war of selfishness and darkness against loving care for others and the light of truth, hope, and love. there are times when we feel the urge to do something bad and there's that other voice that keeps telling you not to,and there are just times when you feel like doing the right thing but then you get a feeling like "what for".
Every second is a constant and unending battle within us between the light and the darkness, it is up to you determine which energy wins the war on the long run. Is LIGHT winning more battles than the DARKNESS within or is it the other way around? ask yourself. this is what happens many at times when some groups of people we move with see us in different ways, because to some particular set of people you manifest the light within you and while to some set of people you manifest darkness.
The war will never end, just try to choose light and let it continually prevail over your darkness, because it is only the energy you that will always grow stronger.
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