my doctor put me on prozac and i went into horrible mania, my psychiatrist put me on many different anti-depressants, and anti-psychotics and after all the trials were giving me horrible traumatizing experiences I started to refuse to take any new meds other than xanax and marijuana. I don't like the type of meds that have to build up in your system and that you must take daily. With xanax and marijuana i cant take it when i need it and don't have to be dependent on it. I hate the idea of being dependent on any substance. I'm still trying to over my anxiety, and bipolar through myself, but for the times i absolutely need help, i can reach for xanax or smoke.