Best friends. I'm a little sad. I have bad news from my ex. She wasn't doing so well. Well, that partly had to do with her life choices. That is also the reason we are no longer together. And it has been for quite a long time. But I do give her now and then some groceries and often a bud of weed. But in recent weeks she didn't really go outside anymore and she had no energy and was neglecting herself. So I thought. I thought she had a relapse and that was the reason. But this weekend she had called the ambulance. And was taken to the hospital. It now turns out she has acute leukemia.
In acute leukemia, the abnormal blood cells are immature blood cells (blasts). They can't carry out their normal functions, and they multiply rapidly, so the disease worsens quickly. Acute leukemia requires aggressive, timely treatment. says google
And she is now in Rotterdam for chemotherapy and possible radiation treatments, etc. And she has little family that can help her. So I help her where I can. I had bought some clothes, underwear, socks, some trousers and sweaters, all good buys but nice and roomy and warm. She also has a cat and it is also upset. I took care of that today. Her house was a mess. I took 3 garbage bags with me where the flies came out. But apparently she had been ill for some time and no longer had the strength or overview to keep up with her house. I'm going to clean up the worst of it for her.
This I small semtex abbreviated semmy
Really a sweetheart of a creature. He was a little anxious but I speak fluent meow. I was with another friend of my ex. And he's also a nice man, but not really a cat person. He doesn't talk to it. He is also kind to the animal. And he now feeds semmy on the days I can't. But I talk to Semmy and reassure him a little. But his owner will be away for a longer period of time. And we still have to see what is best for small sem.🐱
So I brought clothes to the hospital and memories of my dad immediately came back. He died 4 years ago from another form of cancer. And to put it briefly, this weekend was a rollercoaster of emotions.
Let me end on a positive note. She is now in the Erasmus hospital. Which is a very good hospital. And so it is in good hands. There will also be more doctors tomorrow. And then a lot more will become clear.
Autumn has really started here. That makes for nice photos. There's a storm coming. And that fits the feeling I have. But I have every hope that things will turn out well. I will end with some beautiful pictures.
I enjoy sharing my thoughts with you and being able to give it all a place. I also saw a documentary this week that was about a comedian who had a conversation with another terminal comedian. who died recently and I was very impressed by that. acceptance was his strongest weapon. or do I know much. But what I want to say is I'm trying to be more and more grateful for what I have. And also what I can do for others now. Life is not forever and therefore valuable. Try to get what you can out of it.
I'm really going to stop taking my meds now and start a new day tomorrow.
Peace
Thanks for the talk
Loonatic
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