Hi steemians, I want to share my experience in my first painting using poster paint. Actually, it is my project in Humanities.Our Instructor asked us to watch tutorial in youtube or where it is. So do I, because in the first place I don't have any talent on painting while I'm watching the one who make tutorial on how to paint like this like that. After watching a tutorial, I said to myself "that's it? So Ez 😎" and then I start to buy a materials, and I start to think what should I gonna paint so I used to find it in google simple poster paint.
I expect this gonna be my paint look like
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I expect that it's gonna be smooth and easy.
The day has come 1:30 PM February 5, 2018, I felt mixed nervous and excitement, because I always think what's gonna be the result, my grades on this subject rely on this painting.
When I start to paint I feel like "what should I gonna do😱, where do I Start to paint😵, what should I do next 😣"
So I start to paint and go with flow with my paint and in the middle of my paint "Waat the fffaint 😰, abstract drawing! ". My classmate didn't understand what I am painting, they only understand because I told them what my painting is. I realize that my photo reference was a color blending, I don't even know how to blend at all or even mixing the paint.
Then other classmates already done, and they've done it nicely. So I call the attention of my pro classmates in painting 
And this is the Reality of my work of art:
(February 7, 2018 1:30 PM this painting was done)
Reality Always doesn't meet the Expectation. And I realized that to become a painter is not easy, and I am proud that this was my first poster paint in my life. The struggles, difficulties, sadness, and even stresses was all gone when I saw my finished project.
So to all Steemians, always remember that
"If Others Can't do why can't I? " keep going, keep fighting!.
