So far, I'd say it's a friendly state.

Glad to hear you say that. I think so too, and I'm glad you're here.

I still think that money leads to comforts that block your opportunities for growth.

Do you think it might be possible your negative experiences with money have clouded your perspective of it? Money can block opportunities for growth, but it doesn't have to. I could also argue money allows for things like travel, investing in new opportunities, new experiences, etc. It's just a tool which amplifies what is inside us.