Hive account@stackin all I can say is do that which makes you happy because life is too short and time is too fast.
If you don't indulge in what makes you happy you will find yourself unable to do them and only do regret set in.
We should take the road not taken by anyone it might lead to path unknown and a path whichever may provide an answer we need and crave for.
It's your right to be Happ so be it to it's fullest.