Last night I had a beautiful dream. You and I were just like cookies and cream. Inseparable just like companions in a pod of peas. Sitting at the table we laughed and cried and closed our eyes and talked about the things that we together had been through. As I looked upon your face all I could think of was your grace. The Valleys you brought me through - the place of honor you brought me to. And in a silent moment wrapped up in the Motions of my passion, tears begin to flow as I try to let you know, " Jesus, I love you. "
I woke up to the sound of a dove calling out and hope that he'll find a friend. I got up out of bed and said, "That was a good dream." suddenly a recent memory brought in to morning reverie as I saw this life I lead is full of iniquity. All the singing, dancing, preaching, teaching, prancing added up to nothing. All just a fantasy. Physically unfeasible for me to get down on my knees with satisfactory speed. I come before you Lord. Master have mercy!
Do not suffer these words to fall into the abyss. Though many times I've prayed amiss, please hear my heart's plea. When I say, "I love you, Lord,"is got to be true. Turn my back upon this carnal mind - Lord is got to be renewed. I simply cannot stop until I know Tinashe of the past is dead. You see, I need to live the dream I just had up on this bed.
You are my only desire and to your greatness I aspire. Grant me Grace so I may acquire the Holiness that you require. You see, I tried to live believing it was my fight. Now I know it's not by power or might, but by your spirit that I can take flight.
Thank you, Lord for you have heard my prayer and wiped away all my filth and shame. Scarlet sins are now replaced by garments White. Having stumbled through the thick Darkness, bruised and battered I now return. Now would you take me by the hand and lead the way. I never want to leave your side again or let you down again all I want is to become a pleasant sight before you.
Thank you for this moment that I was able to kneel down. Cuz you know that this Heart to Heart was really long overdue. No more silent moments in the absence of relation. Now I can say without a doubt, "Jesus, I love you."
Amen.
©Tinashe Wutawunashe